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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

i skipped work again yest to deal with something i found out. i came to this point:
he is not worth me at all and i deserve so much better. he is a cheating bastard and i've stayed faithful till the end even though i cud easily stray away. i am angry...so so angry. i need to vent my anger on sth, on his face. i have always trusted him. i even trusted his last words. but wad a lying bitch he was. i never believed wad the others said. i just thot tat u wanted a break to explore ur options coz u were sick of ur 'routine life'. liar! u had alr chosen ur option days b4 u broke up with me. i dreamt tat u died last week, tat i wen to see ur grave...and i told u abt this bad dream. AS FAR AS I KNOW, U ARE DEAD IN MY LIFE. the dan tat i once knew is no longer wad he is and i mourn the loss of the old one. i hope ur happiness lasts forever but we all know its not gonna last long. i wanna talk to the old dan...but the new dan totally gross me out.

i wanted to break up with u wen i was in spore. but u were so pathetic and u beg for me not too. u said u were getting too matured for me?? bullshit. i've always been the matured one. i hope u regret one day...tat you'll regret so badly. i cant believe tat u're actually taking the clarence route. i wan so badly not to care anymore...but its the old dan tat im worried abt.

okay, on the brighter side. just took my stats exam and i left an hr earlier. i seriously cudnt be bothered to check my work. i didnt have the mood to....like hw i do not have the mood to do other things as well nowadays.

naomi at 12:01 PM



about me:
naomi suen ♥
born and raised in sg
relocated to nz in 2006
final year in UOA! studying psych and employment relations & org studies
working part time as a CSR in vodafone

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